I want you to know that this hasn't been an easy decision. I've felt much grief and spent many hours awake late at night tossing and turning about the choices I had to make. What it really comes down to is that I know that one day if I don't this, you will kill me. I can't let you do that. I can't sit back and wait for you to bring us both down. So this is what I need to do. I hope you understand.
Goodbye for now, until we meet again.